T+E+N+S+I+O+N

I really wanna try it out and with my ambitious, i'll try it out whenever i think i'm up to it
I am so tension, I want to do the "things" that im always wanted to do, i dunt know what to do...
I want to do it...All the things that im always and didnt stop thinking about it...But i just cant bcus people around me...But now im change, i will do it to let my tension fly away...If just my brother can help me...